[ see - see, she gets this. she really does. she's the oldest sister, so it comes natural. you protect the kids so they don't have to go through the same shit you did.
so. she doesn't think it's silly, she thinks it's respectable. even if she isn't quite normal or is a serial killer, she's still twelve. she should get to be a twelve year old. ]
That was the whole point of the trip. [ quietly. ] Making sure she wasn't alone.
I had siblings, too. Oldest. So when I say I agree with you, that kids should get to be kids - it's coming from the same place, I think.
[He takes that in quietly--what she says, and what she doesn't say. "Had."
He nods.]
...I'm sorry.
[That she had to go through that again--that she's stuck here at all, instead of setting out for a new home. That for whatever reason, whether she's in his same situation or not--she's due to leave her world behind. It's freedom, but no tethers is the same thing as no connections.]
I tried to tell her that she shouldn't feel guilty for anything that happened, but... I don't know how much she believed me.
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so. she doesn't think it's silly, she thinks it's respectable. even if she isn't quite normal or is a serial killer, she's still twelve. she should get to be a twelve year old. ]
That was the whole point of the trip. [ quietly. ] Making sure she wasn't alone.
I had siblings, too. Oldest. So when I say I agree with you, that kids should get to be kids - it's coming from the same place, I think.
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He nods.]
...I'm sorry.
[That she had to go through that again--that she's stuck here at all, instead of setting out for a new home. That for whatever reason, whether she's in his same situation or not--she's due to leave her world behind. It's freedom, but no tethers is the same thing as no connections.]
I tried to tell her that she shouldn't feel guilty for anything that happened, but... I don't know how much she believed me.
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Thanks.
[ for the sorry. because she thinks maybe they're in the same boat, sometimes. as for the rest: ]
I told her the same, but... I'll keep an eye on her. She's a smart cookie, but she's still just a kid. It's fine if she needs the help.
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Kids really never want to admit that, do they? The second they're old enough, they want so badly to charge ahead all on their own.