They're fine. They're still on the other side, don't worry.
[ first, before anything else. rin and maya are fine, she wants rosamund to know that much. once rosamund's looked at her, vi brings her hands back in and shoves them back into her jacket. nothing hiding, nothing terrible, she's just here, letting rosamund call the shots.
a beat, then: ]
Yeah, I didn't know it could happen either, outside of our rounds. But it's not terrible over here. Worst that's going to happen is you have to watch people live without you.
I'm a little jealous. I'd probably look like I was a kid playing dress up if I tried something like that.
[But Vi embodies the attitude needed. Even when vulnerable, even when low. Inexorably charming. Cool.
It would be nice if they could stick to niceties, wouldn't it? Rosamund grimaces, then gestures to one of the seats.]
If you'd like to talk, maybe it would be easier to take a seat rather than stand across the room from each other? [A pause, spark of dread.] Though — if I start sounding strange, just leave. Walk away and come for me later. I think...the thing that took hold of me over there...some trace of it's lingering.
[ she's been referred to as charming like three or four times this week and it's so funny. anyway, she looks... slightly hesitant? but she'll take a step forward. ]
Don't worry for a second about that, I want nothing to do with whatever that was.
[ another step forward, and then - she just makes her way over to the seats, hunched up, defensive. she's trying to look unaffected, but she is very clearly watching rosamund with the type of energy a cornered dog might.
she'll throw herself down and sprawl, the picture of a punk. ]
[But it doesn't work that way, does it? Three times now. At what point does it stop being tragic and start being funny? She'd drag herself into a grave, if the only graves around here weren't five storey airports.
The movement doesn't escape her. She's no expert on people — puts her foot in it oh-so-often, especially in these places — but this is all animal instinct. Fear-based behaviour. Distrust. Things you do around a resting predator.
She can't pretend her heart doesn't sink. Not when Vi can feel it. But she can compose herself. Rosamund touches a hand to her face, checking that she's cleared her eyes and under her cheeks, sniffs a little. Curb the worst of it. She moves to sit too, but takes up a safe diagonal, two seats down from the one across Vi. Far out of arms reach. A headstart, if Vi needs it.
She puts her hands in her lap, sitting primly, as if her face weren't still pink from the threatened fit. Crisis averted, for now.]
Well. I think it's only fair that if you want to, you should go first? It's been a couple of weeks and there's only so much to be said in letters. Texts, sorry. So...I'll listen.
[ she's... trying, very hard, to not be aggressive or brutal. and from her perspective, whether it's true or not - she doesn't like watching rosamund shoving down all her emotions about dying to pat her ass. mostly, she hates this, the awkwardness and the politeness.
vi's neither of those things. she's bad at having a civil conversation, always has been. ]
Do we have to do this like it's some - session? [ she says, grimacing. ] I don't have some flowery speech prepared. You killed me and it wasn't on purpose. You already said you're sorry.
[ ... ]
What do you want to hear, princess? That I wanted you to die to bring me back? Because you should know I would've punched you if you'd offered.
No, that's not — I don't expect a speech or anything. Really.
[And for things like this, sorry doesn't cut it. Or there wouldn't be all this crackling tension between their seats.
It snaps when Vi deals her next uppercut. Rosamund inhales sharp through her nose. The punch comes through as if it were physical, straight to her gut. The sharpness of her shame has a potent reek to it. Soured by the nightmare she'd just crawled out of.]
I didn't think you wanted that. [Said quickly, breathlessly.] I didn't — and it wasn't just about bringing you back. It was trying to find a way to fix what happened to you all.
Strohl told me. How you tried to go home with them, and weren't able to. If I could...find a way, to give that chance back to you? I wanted to try. But I couldn't open the case. Not to save the team from elimination, or to grab something that might help you.
It was a stupid idea. And it wasn't fair to any of you. I just...in the moment, when I realized I might have something to offer, I thought I should...
[ there's like - this distant feeling from vi, because it's not so much a feeling as it is a physical sensation, but it works over into her emotions. she has a really, really horrible headache, and the combination of that and anxiety and... a little bit of nausea, maybe, is making it harder for her to act composed.
she feels that shame, and brings a hand up to rub at her forehead. ]
Stop.
[ looks over at her. ]
When I asked, I was just curious because we'd been talking about who got possessed and who didn't. You don't have to fix shit. And you shouldn't have asked Strohl to kill you. He wasn't ever going to, not for me or anybody.
[ ... ] Anders said, before, that you got wronged, too. And he's right.
It sucks. This has not been fun. I hate being here, I want to be on the other side. But it's not anything that either of us can change and I'm over being mad at you because it just feels like kicking a fucking puppy at this point.
[She does stop. Doesn't feel comfortable continuing to speak. And sure, maybe she looks something like a kicked puppy by now, but it does strike against something hard and bitter at the center of her.]
I'd been...angry. That people were so gracious with me. I think I still was. Because sure, we both were wronged, but there was nowhere to focus it and there was no action or ritual or anything to make it feel like I could put it behind me. I didn't get voted for last time either, but I took things into my own hands. [She is sounding progressively more hollowed. Perhaps exhaustion is taking its toll. Maybe echoes of Vi's own headache are coming to her. Or maybe, it's just remembering the wretched walk to the Eudora's simulation room and what happened after saps her spirit every time she revisits it.] There wasn't hope of recovering, then. So I got to face Diluc right away, and we could reconcile.
This time I just...kept going. And letters and kind words didn't help with anything. I told someone that I wouldn't ask you if there was anything I could do to atone, because that would be putting the responsibility of clearing my conscience on you. It wouldn't have been fair.
But then, after...talking to Strohl, and him turning me down, I'd asked Susato if there was any other way to guarantee we could get you the power to go wherever you like, when this is over. I told her about my other plan, and she was very frank with me. She said that maybe my feelings of guilt are my own, and have little to do with you at all. And that proposing we try for a prize in that case was a disservice to you in the first place.
...Moreover, she told me that if I couldn't forgive myself, then the empathy I've been offering everyone else rings hollow. [Her fingers crook into her legs then. Her gaze is fixed to the floor.] As mortifying as it was to consider, I think she's right about that too. I don't want people like Rin or Boothill to doubt themselves, either.
So, I still have an apology to give you. And that's for putting the weight of my feelings on you, even when I'd said I wouldn't. When I believed I wasn't. I'm sorry that I proposed such an awful thing and pretended like it was all for your own good, when really? I think I was trying to find a way to prove I could...make up for what I'd done to you.
I've been trying very hard to be noble and do the right thing, and it's led me down the wrong path. [Strangely, now she smiles. Laughs a little.] What's that saying again? The road to hell is paved with good intentions?
[ she listens easily enough, though she doesn't look this time. instead, she looks down at her wrists, rubbing at them absently, digging her fingers in. ]
Yeah, I guess so. I don't know, I don't entirely agree with Susato on that. I'm not so fucking noble that I'll sit here and be like yeah, it's sooo awful of you to try and find a way to bring me back because you feel bad you did it. You're not some machine that pumps out squeaky clean morality and justice, princess. You don't need to be.
[ a deep breath. a slow exhale. ]
I talked to Roxana about this, actually. About what I'd do if someone killed to bring me back, and what I told her is that I'd hate to be exchanged like that. [ she doesn't deserve it, anyway. ] But fuck, if it wouldn't feel good to know that someone cared enough about me to do it.
[ she takes a long moment to gather the rest of her thoughts, leg bouncing. the emotional vibe here is just - anxious. not in a fear way, but in that sort of way where you're anticipating being in trouble. like you're always doing something wrong, and you're just waiting for someone to lecture you on it. nothing you do is right, nothing you choose is ever right. you're always going to say the wrong thing and make everything worse. ]
I guess in this case it wouldn't have been because you cared about me specifically, just that you wanted to fix something bad you did. [ ... ] So. Road to hell, yeah. But it's not like I blame you. I don't think I'd be any better in this situation.
[And here, there's a wistful squeeze to her chest. Sorrow of a less self-flagellating nature.]
I meant what I said in my letter to you. Text. [Rosamund purses her lips.] I think what hurt the worst of all was...out of anyone here, the person I found that night was the one who'd made me the happiest so far.
I may not have had the chance to know you as well as everyone else. And maybe I never will, even now. But it gutted me that it had to be you.
actually makes vi groan, in just a like... helplessly amused sort of way, the way you can only really laugh when everything is stupid and you don't know what to do about it. a beat. ]
God, Rosamund, don't - say that. [ scrubs at her face. the emotions are just conflicted and slightly embarrassed. ]
Look. Obviously it - it's complicated now, and I don't think you - well, I know you didn't mean it that way. But you're fucking oblivious if you didn't see how into you I was before all this.
[ sucks in a breath, exhales it out. looks over at her, wryly: ]
And then you blew me into pieces with a shotgun, so you know. That put a fucking damper on things.
[She's. More than a little stunned. Colour flushes her cheeks for the first time since she's come back from the dead. Embarrassment comes to the fore now, turned inward, and a little click of something else.]
...I'm. Well. I try not to assume those kinds of things anymore? [Especially not with women, which is probably something she should have questioned a little earlier. She covers her mouth with dainty fingers, head ducking a little, curls coming to shelter the sides of her face.] I've had really, really rotten luck and everything's a mess, but I wouldn't say that it was, like. You know. Entirely platonic for me, either.
...Shotguns do put a damper on things though. Yes. [She takes another shaking breath and covers her eyes now as she winces in full.] Things just...keep happening. To the people I try to love. I barely know what it really is, frankly. So yeah, oblivious. A bit.
Insane. You're insane, person I found that night made me the happiest so far she says, like that doesn't kick a girl on her ass.
[ huff. and then, a little more seriously: ]
Sorry, I know that's a hell of a thing to put on you. No expectations. You just died. I've been dead. I don't even know how I feel any more, it's -
[ she shifts to face rosamund, and they're a couple seats separated, but that suits her fine just for now. she's feeling a jumble of emotions, anxiety pulled and stretched like taffy, embarrassment, and an underlying feeling of something less miserable and destroyed and more... looking forward. not hope. but something positive. ]
I've been working on pulling apart how I feel. How much I'm mad at you and how much I'm mad at just the fact that I'm dead. Like how you said, right, when you went to talk to Susato. Splitting that up. And... I don't think I'm really all that angry at you.
[ she brings a hand up and pushes her hair out of her face. ]
How about this. We get to know each other. For real this time.
The shift in tone is so cataclysmically relieving, she's laughing a little herself. Glad to be the butt of the joke if it helps cut this strangling tension. Rosamund pushes her hair back out of the way and regards Vi with her bottom lip between her teeth. Still nervous, even now. Still fighting that wretched, looming dread beneath it all, unable to shake the last 24hrs and handful of years she's been made to endure.
But she's feeling a bit better now. Even a bit hopeful herself. It sounds like they had to go through parallel journeys with it, separating their feelings]
...I'd really like that, actually. I'd like that very much. No expectations either, all right?
[She hesitates.]
Just. Give me a day or two. I need to make sure She's gone.
[ she has not heard of ohana and also she's a uhaul lesbian you can't do things like this to her
but anyway. she has had to really have like at least three separate people grab her and make her talk through it, but now that she knows strohl isn't abandoning her and that she doesn't need to be a baby about it, she's doing better. if strohl was not here this would have been SUCH a different conversation, but. he is, so.
she rubs her wrists again, and rolls her shoulders. ]
Yeah. We'll figure it out. All we've got is time over here, so.
[ might as well make the best of it. ]
But - yeah. I get it. Get the trip nonsense out of your head. [ ... ] You gonna be okay?
[we watch the original lilo and stitch in our next thread.
also girl mood. perhaps...it is best they were kept separate for a thousand years. my god it would have been deliciously dramatic but also horrible in every way.
She nods, even if she privately hopes it's not too much time. Granted, they still don't know what waits for them at the end of this. She hopes it's a better ending than the one Vi got before. Even now, she wants to do anything she can to ensure it.
That low-lying dread rises again. Rosamund's still smiling, but she wets her lips and looks away.]
I've faced a lot of really terrible things. And I've died many times, even before these games. I just don't want to take any risks right now.
I'll be all right. I do promise you that. It'll just need a little time, that's all.
[ i think that movie would break her actually it's too close to home ]
Uh huh. [ silence, for a long moment, and then: ] I'm sure I'm the last person you want to talk to about what hurts, but if we're going to get to know each other, that's part of it.
[ she leans back in her seat again. ]
If you ever need a hand up, I'm offering. That's all.
[okay we watch the fox and the hound and we can cry equally
Once again, a swill of something a bit complicated. Something something burdening the person you hurt the most here, yadda yadda yadda. But Rosamund pushes it down, actively. It's not a feeling that will vanish right away, but one she can work on. When she's not desperately trying to keep it together. So much has happened in such a short amount of time, and she wants to have some space to work it out without damaging a newly repaired bridge.]
Last? Please. Ryo is here.
[Scara at least has become something a little funny to her. Ryo is an anomaly she just somehow winds up at the movies with.]
But right back at you. And I do mean it, Vi.
Thank you.
[As much as the melancholy and the fear are retaking her, the gratitude is utterly sincere.]
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[ first, before anything else. rin and maya are fine, she wants rosamund to know that much. once rosamund's looked at her, vi brings her hands back in and shoves them back into her jacket. nothing hiding, nothing terrible, she's just here, letting rosamund call the shots.
a beat, then: ]
Yeah, I didn't know it could happen either, outside of our rounds. But it's not terrible over here. Worst that's going to happen is you have to watch people live without you.
[ ... ]
Thanks, by the way. One of my favorite jackets.
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[But Vi embodies the attitude needed. Even when vulnerable, even when low. Inexorably charming. Cool.
It would be nice if they could stick to niceties, wouldn't it? Rosamund grimaces, then gestures to one of the seats.]
If you'd like to talk, maybe it would be easier to take a seat rather than stand across the room from each other? [A pause, spark of dread.] Though — if I start sounding strange, just leave. Walk away and come for me later. I think...the thing that took hold of me over there...some trace of it's lingering.
[Her jaw sets tight.]
I don't want her anywhere near you.
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Don't worry for a second about that, I want nothing to do with whatever that was.
[ another step forward, and then - she just makes her way over to the seats, hunched up, defensive. she's trying to look unaffected, but she is very clearly watching rosamund with the type of energy a cornered dog might.
she'll throw herself down and sprawl, the picture of a punk. ]
We can talk, if you're in the mindset.
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You and me both.
[But it doesn't work that way, does it? Three times now. At what point does it stop being tragic and start being funny? She'd drag herself into a grave, if the only graves around here weren't five storey airports.
The movement doesn't escape her. She's no expert on people — puts her foot in it oh-so-often, especially in these places — but this is all animal instinct. Fear-based behaviour. Distrust. Things you do around a resting predator.
She can't pretend her heart doesn't sink. Not when Vi can feel it. But she can compose herself. Rosamund touches a hand to her face, checking that she's cleared her eyes and under her cheeks, sniffs a little. Curb the worst of it. She moves to sit too, but takes up a safe diagonal, two seats down from the one across Vi. Far out of arms reach. A headstart, if Vi needs it.
She puts her hands in her lap, sitting primly, as if her face weren't still pink from the threatened fit. Crisis averted, for now.]
Well. I think it's only fair that if you want to, you should go first? It's been a couple of weeks and there's only so much to be said in letters. Texts, sorry. So...I'll listen.
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vi's neither of those things. she's bad at having a civil conversation, always has been. ]
Do we have to do this like it's some - session? [ she says, grimacing. ] I don't have some flowery speech prepared. You killed me and it wasn't on purpose. You already said you're sorry.
[ ... ]
What do you want to hear, princess? That I wanted you to die to bring me back? Because you should know I would've punched you if you'd offered.
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[And for things like this, sorry doesn't cut it. Or there wouldn't be all this crackling tension between their seats.
It snaps when Vi deals her next uppercut. Rosamund inhales sharp through her nose. The punch comes through as if it were physical, straight to her gut. The sharpness of her shame has a potent reek to it. Soured by the nightmare she'd just crawled out of.]
I didn't think you wanted that. [Said quickly, breathlessly.] I didn't — and it wasn't just about bringing you back. It was trying to find a way to fix what happened to you all.
Strohl told me. How you tried to go home with them, and weren't able to. If I could...find a way, to give that chance back to you? I wanted to try. But I couldn't open the case. Not to save the team from elimination, or to grab something that might help you.
It was a stupid idea. And it wasn't fair to any of you. I just...in the moment, when I realized I might have something to offer, I thought I should...
[She trails off, swallowing hard.]
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she feels that shame, and brings a hand up to rub at her forehead. ]
Stop.
[ looks over at her. ]
When I asked, I was just curious because we'd been talking about who got possessed and who didn't. You don't have to fix shit. And you shouldn't have asked Strohl to kill you. He wasn't ever going to, not for me or anybody.
[ ... ] Anders said, before, that you got wronged, too. And he's right.
It sucks. This has not been fun. I hate being here, I want to be on the other side. But it's not anything that either of us can change and I'm over being mad at you because it just feels like kicking a fucking puppy at this point.
CW: suicide mention
[She does stop. Doesn't feel comfortable continuing to speak. And sure, maybe she looks something like a kicked puppy by now, but it does strike against something hard and bitter at the center of her.]
I'd been...angry. That people were so gracious with me. I think I still was. Because sure, we both were wronged, but there was nowhere to focus it and there was no action or ritual or anything to make it feel like I could put it behind me. I didn't get voted for last time either, but I took things into my own hands. [She is sounding progressively more hollowed. Perhaps exhaustion is taking its toll. Maybe echoes of Vi's own headache are coming to her. Or maybe, it's just remembering the wretched walk to the Eudora's simulation room and what happened after saps her spirit every time she revisits it.] There wasn't hope of recovering, then. So I got to face Diluc right away, and we could reconcile.
This time I just...kept going. And letters and kind words didn't help with anything. I told someone that I wouldn't ask you if there was anything I could do to atone, because that would be putting the responsibility of clearing my conscience on you. It wouldn't have been fair.
But then, after...talking to Strohl, and him turning me down, I'd asked Susato if there was any other way to guarantee we could get you the power to go wherever you like, when this is over. I told her about my other plan, and she was very frank with me. She said that maybe my feelings of guilt are my own, and have little to do with you at all. And that proposing we try for a prize in that case was a disservice to you in the first place.
...Moreover, she told me that if I couldn't forgive myself, then the empathy I've been offering everyone else rings hollow. [Her fingers crook into her legs then. Her gaze is fixed to the floor.] As mortifying as it was to consider, I think she's right about that too. I don't want people like Rin or Boothill to doubt themselves, either.
So, I still have an apology to give you. And that's for putting the weight of my feelings on you, even when I'd said I wouldn't. When I believed I wasn't. I'm sorry that I proposed such an awful thing and pretended like it was all for your own good, when really? I think I was trying to find a way to prove I could...make up for what I'd done to you.
I've been trying very hard to be noble and do the right thing, and it's led me down the wrong path. [Strangely, now she smiles. Laughs a little.] What's that saying again? The road to hell is paved with good intentions?
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Yeah, I guess so. I don't know, I don't entirely agree with Susato on that. I'm not so fucking noble that I'll sit here and be like yeah, it's sooo awful of you to try and find a way to bring me back because you feel bad you did it. You're not some machine that pumps out squeaky clean morality and justice, princess. You don't need to be.
[ a deep breath. a slow exhale. ]
I talked to Roxana about this, actually. About what I'd do if someone killed to bring me back, and what I told her is that I'd hate to be exchanged like that. [ she doesn't deserve it, anyway. ] But fuck, if it wouldn't feel good to know that someone cared enough about me to do it.
[ she takes a long moment to gather the rest of her thoughts, leg bouncing. the emotional vibe here is just - anxious. not in a fear way, but in that sort of way where you're anticipating being in trouble. like you're always doing something wrong, and you're just waiting for someone to lecture you on it. nothing you do is right, nothing you choose is ever right. you're always going to say the wrong thing and make everything worse. ]
I guess in this case it wouldn't have been because you cared about me specifically, just that you wanted to fix something bad you did. [ ... ] So. Road to hell, yeah. But it's not like I blame you. I don't think I'd be any better in this situation.
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[And here, there's a wistful squeeze to her chest. Sorrow of a less self-flagellating nature.]
I meant what I said in my letter to you. Text. [Rosamund purses her lips.] I think what hurt the worst of all was...out of anyone here, the person I found that night was the one who'd made me the happiest so far.
I may not have had the chance to know you as well as everyone else. And maybe I never will, even now. But it gutted me that it had to be you.
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actually makes vi groan, in just a like... helplessly amused sort of way, the way you can only really laugh when everything is stupid and you don't know what to do about it. a beat. ]
God, Rosamund, don't - say that. [ scrubs at her face. the emotions are just conflicted and slightly embarrassed. ]
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Okay well she goes squirrelly for slightly less depressing reasons now.]
I'm sorry? I'm just being honest.
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[ wheezes. a beat, and then, laughing into her hands with a touch of hysteria: ]
You're so oblivious it kills me. [ ... ] Literally, I guess.
[ BAD JOKE ]
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Vi? [Blinks twice. Then turns a little more her way, looking a bit hapless and desperate.] Then tell me! I can't know what I don't know!
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Look. Obviously it - it's complicated now, and I don't think you - well, I know you didn't mean it that way. But you're fucking oblivious if you didn't see how into you I was before all this.
[ sucks in a breath, exhales it out. looks over at her, wryly: ]
And then you blew me into pieces with a shotgun, so you know. That put a fucking damper on things.
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...I'm. Well. I try not to assume those kinds of things anymore? [Especially not with women, which is probably something she should have questioned a little earlier. She covers her mouth with dainty fingers, head ducking a little, curls coming to shelter the sides of her face.] I've had really, really rotten luck and everything's a mess, but I wouldn't say that it was, like. You know. Entirely platonic for me, either.
...Shotguns do put a damper on things though. Yes. [She takes another shaking breath and covers her eyes now as she winces in full.] Things just...keep happening. To the people I try to love. I barely know what it really is, frankly. So yeah, oblivious. A bit.
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Insane. You're insane, person I found that night made me the happiest so far she says, like that doesn't kick a girl on her ass.
[ huff. and then, a little more seriously: ]
Sorry, I know that's a hell of a thing to put on you. No expectations. You just died. I've been dead. I don't even know how I feel any more, it's -
[ she shifts to face rosamund, and they're a couple seats separated, but that suits her fine just for now. she's feeling a jumble of emotions, anxiety pulled and stretched like taffy, embarrassment, and an underlying feeling of something less miserable and destroyed and more... looking forward. not hope. but something positive. ]
I've been working on pulling apart how I feel. How much I'm mad at you and how much I'm mad at just the fact that I'm dead. Like how you said, right, when you went to talk to Susato. Splitting that up. And... I don't think I'm really all that angry at you.
[ she brings a hand up and pushes her hair out of her face. ]
How about this. We get to know each other. For real this time.
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Friends can make you happy too!
[HAVEN'T YOU HEARD OF OHANA!!!!!!
The shift in tone is so cataclysmically relieving, she's laughing a little herself. Glad to be the butt of the joke if it helps cut this strangling tension. Rosamund pushes her hair back out of the way and regards Vi with her bottom lip between her teeth. Still nervous, even now. Still fighting that wretched, looming dread beneath it all, unable to shake the last 24hrs and handful of years she's been made to endure.
But she's feeling a bit better now. Even a bit hopeful herself. It sounds like they had to go through parallel journeys with it, separating their feelings]
...I'd really like that, actually. I'd like that very much. No expectations either, all right?
[She hesitates.]
Just. Give me a day or two. I need to make sure She's gone.
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but anyway. she has had to really have like at least three separate people grab her and make her talk through it, but now that she knows strohl isn't abandoning her and that she doesn't need to be a baby about it, she's doing better. if strohl was not here this would have been SUCH a different conversation, but. he is, so.
she rubs her wrists again, and rolls her shoulders. ]
Yeah. We'll figure it out. All we've got is time over here, so.
[ might as well make the best of it. ]
But - yeah. I get it. Get the trip nonsense out of your head. [ ... ] You gonna be okay?
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also girl mood. perhaps...it is best they were kept separate for a thousand years. my god it would have been deliciously dramatic but also horrible in every way.
She nods, even if she privately hopes it's not too much time. Granted, they still don't know what waits for them at the end of this. She hopes it's a better ending than the one Vi got before. Even now, she wants to do anything she can to ensure it.
That low-lying dread rises again. Rosamund's still smiling, but she wets her lips and looks away.]
I've faced a lot of really terrible things. And I've died many times, even before these games. I just don't want to take any risks right now.
I'll be all right. I do promise you that. It'll just need a little time, that's all.
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Uh huh. [ silence, for a long moment, and then: ] I'm sure I'm the last person you want to talk to about what hurts, but if we're going to get to know each other, that's part of it.
[ she leans back in her seat again. ]
If you ever need a hand up, I'm offering. That's all.
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Once again, a swill of something a bit complicated. Something something burdening the person you hurt the most here, yadda yadda yadda. But Rosamund pushes it down, actively. It's not a feeling that will vanish right away, but one she can work on. When she's not desperately trying to keep it together. So much has happened in such a short amount of time, and she wants to have some space to work it out without damaging a newly repaired bridge.]
Last? Please. Ryo is here.
[Scara at least has become something a little funny to her. Ryo is an anomaly she just somehow winds up at the movies with.]
But right back at you. And I do mean it, Vi.
Thank you.
[As much as the melancholy and the fear are retaking her, the gratitude is utterly sincere.]