To wield and control the butterflies I painstakingly hatched, it is a small side effect. It doesn't happen that often. I would not undo all my hard work.
[ roxana has the impression that vi does not think very well or hope much for herself. she has pointed it out enough that she thinks it'd only circle a point instead of move it anywhere. ]
It's only a few more weeks now. Less than half left.
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Not even with one of those items you get from killing someone?
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To wield and control the butterflies I painstakingly hatched, it is a small side effect. It doesn't happen that often. I would not undo all my hard work.
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Sure, you just cough up blood every so often, that's fine. What do butterflies have to do with this? Wield them?
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But - they're hurting you, right? [ ... ] Is it permanent? Or will that stop when you don't need them?
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There won't be a time I'll stop needing them.
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[ a beat, and then: ]
If you meant rest as in die, I'm gonna be so pissed.
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[ it's just easier to chase away men in your heteronormative world if you can sic killer butterflies on them. ]
Unless I become a hermit. And even then, the forests are full of monsters and creatures to defend from.
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How long are you going to get with those things eating you?
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I know you could give a shit what I think, but I want better for you.
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... Thank you, Vi. Perhaps better can happen at the end of all this.
[ although it's difficult to say how much roxana believes that. ]
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I'll remember that when we get there. [ and she'll try to make it true. ]
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It's only a few more weeks now. Less than half left.
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[ rubs at her face, absently. ]
I'm sick of it. Hope we get to burn everything to the ground.
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[ she would help burn this place down to leave it behind. ]
It might save us from being haunted us by horses, too.