[ she lets that sink in for a moment, weighs it in her mind. and then. after a moment: ]
Yeah. I liked her. [ had a thing for her. but she's not entirely sure that's still true. getting thrown away like that, having her sister thrown in her face - and then just really never getting to talk to her again after that, being put here and talking to people who seem to care about her for who she is...
it's hard to remember she might've cared. it's hard to think about how she might have just... settled for that. for someone who showed her bare minimum kindness. ]
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Yeah. I liked her. [ had a thing for her. but she's not entirely sure that's still true. getting thrown away like that, having her sister thrown in her face - and then just really never getting to talk to her again after that, being put here and talking to people who seem to care about her for who she is...
it's hard to remember she might've cared. it's hard to think about how she might have just... settled for that. for someone who showed her bare minimum kindness. ]
I don't know. It feels like a long time ago.
[ feels like I've changed, too. ]